VanityThe three quarter mirror on the east wall of the grand marble foyer of my mother's vacation home is the most perfect place to pluck your eyebrows the light is so fifteenth century kneeling there on a precarious but plush bench the mirror so wide you lose all sense of borders I've never found myself so close to myself before and usually I can't bear this sort of scrutiny but just yesterday I talked myself into thinking a tooth filling is really just a kind of masochistic spa day so maybe I'm opening up to this whole new part of the universe I do looked surprised but not too Joan Crawford so maybe it's virtuous this kind of reflection this dreaming I am the adverb in one of the early lines one that will surely be cut because it's not even part of the poem only windup just practice just waiting for its own loss consoled with its own noted but finally inconsequential beauty. |